Just don't ask, I want to pretend that nothing really happen..

Dear you, my great love..

Ingatkah kamu akan derasnya hujan yang tak kunjung berhenti saat kita berteduh di teras itu?

Ingatkah kamu akan manisnya ice cream yang kamu beri untukku saat hidupku tak semanis itu?






I don't want to cry, but life just give me many reason to do that. I barely say a word about this, because really, I don't know what to say. Plesae just don't ask me anymore, I want to keep in silent till I can figure out what I really want and how I really feel. Till then, please don't ask me anything about this. Maybe if I don't say it out loud, it won't be true, at all.

Not very long time ago, I say that I'll stand by you through anything. Turns out that I'm wrong.